It's Gonna Be Alright

Was on my way to meet some friends to watch ~ Bolt ~. Yet strangely enough while riding on the bus making my way there. My heart suddenly felt angry, remorse, depressed, sad, hurt, wounded. Tears starting to well up I my eyes. It's only after a minute that I realise I am on a public transport. Within seconds I started to compose my emotions, and kept telling myself it's all over & done. Nothing can be done to repair this lost (at least from my stand point).

When I got home, while writing this post, I was reminded of a song I heard earlier in the afternoon. Yes it is by my all time favorite christian singer. God has used Dennis Jernigan so mightily in my life. Through out different seasons in my life, Dennis' song speaks to my heart and encourages me to move on.

This song is not an exception either. Even the title is already a word from the loving Father to me.
~ It's Gonna Be Alright ~

I don't know when will I be able to walk out of this. As much as I hate to say all these. Deep in my heart I pray that she has made the right choice, and to never allow history to repeat. I pray that somehow she will learn how much the Father loves her. I can no longer take care of her, I can only surrender her to God. Even God told me that He will watch over & take care of her (for He love her too).

Even while writing this tears are forming. God is loving. When I don't know what to say or what to pray, he gave me the words of my heart. Be it through the Bible or through song, He has His ways to communicate His love to me.

Yes eventually, " It's gonna be alright "
it's gonna be alright now
even if you don't seem how
I'll even use your failures to help you to draw near me
it's gonna be all right child
even through the darkest night child
I'll even use your darkness to teach you how to hear me
it's gonna be alright now
even if you don't seem how
I'll even use your failures to help you to draw near me

just hear me I am calling
child come falling
deeper in love with me
trust me you must let go
or you will never know
any deeper love in me

it's gonna alright here
if you will let me hold your heart near
I'll even use your sorrow to teach you how to love me
it's gonna be alright child
I'll hold you really close & tight child
I'll even use your woundings to help know more of me

so hear me I am calling
child come falling
deeper in love with me
trust me you must let go
or you will never know
any deeper love in me

why do you hold on to the things of your past
let go & cling to me a love that will last
how can you know me if you do not trust my love
let go your fight my love is more than enough

so hear me I am calling
child come falling
deeper in love with me
trust me you must let go
or you will never know
any deeper love in me
letting go will set you free

it's gonna be alright now
even if you don't seem how
I'll even use your failures to help you to draw near me