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heart pain. heart very pain. I should have stop crying for her. Why am I still crying for her? Well in fact I can't cry. Every time when tears formulate, it will always dry up before it drips out. Let me tell you, it's a blessing to be able to cry lor. At least all the tension can be release, and not suppress back inside. It's so hard for a man to cry. My heart is wrenched. My heart breaks for her. She herself knows it's the wrong choice, yet she still choose it. Haha, why do I still bother? I also don't know. Guess she is in a way better then I am, at least she can lie to herself everything is still fine. For me which ever way I am, reality hits. hai... My fault? I couldn't 'save' her. Somebody slap me!!!

Though this music is old & HORRIBLE.
But I like the lyrics, cos it is written for me.
Very hard to translate

the love that i gave to you, where have you place it
the relationship that we have built, will you still remember
the unbearable wind, slowly caress through me.
your conscience smile, it's what i left with

the one that you love, is there waiting for you
will he be like me, loving you wholeheartedly
memories of the past is just like a movie, floating through my eyes
all the heartbreaks, it can never be describe

it's so hard to believe, the true love i gave
eventually broke into pieces
it's so hard to believe, your love for me is so cold
it's so hard to believe, the true love i gave
eventually broke into pieces
i promised to love you forever,
yet my true love, for your heartless treatment