Only Father knows the detail

Behind every face of smile & laughter.
How many will actually know the detailed hurts & pain inside?

My answer?
Only TWO

1: My Heavenly Father
- He will only be the one to know all the details of all the hurts & pain.
- He will only be the one who can mend the hurt 100% & much more.
- He will only be the one who can give a love that won't hurt.
- He will only be the one who can love all pretender back to whole.

2: A close friend?
- Probably she will understand, but she will never know the details, as many a times details are hard to put into words to make this friend answers.
- All I can say is, when the needle is not prick at you, you will never understand the pain.
- But be thankful always, at least there is a tangible listening ear. Someone who is outside your trouble.
- Therefore she can be clear to a analyse the whole situation, scold you & slap you helping you not to choose the wrong path.

But the one & only one who can mend a broken heart is still the answer No. 1

Father I know this is wrong. Forgive me please. I'm sorry.

Nicholas Tong HS, I CURSE you & your whole family to die die DIE !!!
I curse all to meet with a terrible accident !!!
Why do you want to destroy my life which I spend years to maintain.

Tears kept flowing.
Hurts kept beating.

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Pretending I'm doing well
My need is such
I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Adrift in a world of my own
I play the game but to my real shame
You've left me to dream all alone

Too real is this feeling of make-believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown

Too real when i feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're...
Pretending that you're still around