Life still have to go on

Yup finally I have decided on my path for the next 10 months. The journey which I am about to undertake will be stressful. Yes this truth is not easy for me to face. But what to do I have got no choice, what lies ahead of me its not my choice. It's 'bo bian' no matter how much I hate this path I have to take it lor.

Just presume this is another giant in life which I must slay. Being a man means to say I must face up to whatever challenge that comes my way. Just because I fall. I'm not yet defeated And I am not gonna sound retreat. Well nothing good ever comes my way. (except for bb la, she is my guardian angel send down from above whom i adore) Michael ah michael be a good boy ok, it's time for you to buck up. Life is not going to stop for you because of 3 marks.
3 marks !!! 3 marks !!! 3 marks !!! argh argh !!!
My favorite number used to be 3 but as of now I laggy hate this number!!!

It's simply because of this idiotic number >> 3 <<.
It spoils all my moods.
It also spoils bb's moods.
sorry bb, I didn't want it to be this way either. From the bottom of my heart I am really rejoicing with you. I am really happy for you. I really do want to celebrate with you. It can't be immediate, but eventually I will celebrate with you.
Be patient can? Please... Thank you...
I love you...

bb ah although I have said 'sorry' to you countless times, but one thing I need to let you know that every sorry contains sincerity. I am always true for all my sorry. I'm not a perfect person. I'm still in the mist of perfecting myself for you. I want to present the best of myself to you.

Not only the number 3 spoils moods.
It also spoils all my plans. (sickening)
It also disrupted my destiny. (at least for now, God has the best for me. cheers hee...)
It shifted my path in life. (this is for sure, sigh)
sigh. sob sob. Ha ha ha. LOL.
Am I trying to exaggerate. Maybe? Maybe not. But seriously what who in the world will know because of 3 marks can cause so much changes.

Yet no point lamenting over spilled milk. You will just have to lick what is left in the cup and learn to appreciate that you still have milk left in your cup. What am I talking. I don't even quite understand the nonsense which I just wrote. If you can understand good for you lor.
All I know all that I need to do is to move on and work harder. And to 'force' myself to anticipate what my life lies infront of me now.

I know my father has the best for me. Well it is not what I want, prayerfully I pray for the best of what lies ahead of me. Life may be more tough now. Well, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. I need to push on. None the less not by my strength, but I need you Father to push me on.

Quote of the day:
When life throws lemons at you.
My Father will turn them into sweet lemonade.

May my days be days of lemonade from now on.
Although its sour but the taste that lingers on is sweet.