God Will Make A Way

Hi Biz-SIMers

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in way we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love & strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

Actually I wanted to title this little testimony as “1^st time in my life felt so happy of failing my exams.” But I guess I should dedicate this little testimony back to God. Some of you may know that I am in the mist of taking my mock exams. Many of you know that I am not fully prepared for these mock exams, and I told some of you that I am actually prepared to fail these whole exams. Yet none the less I still PRAY la.

On sat morning after reaching the bus stop, as I was walking towards school I started talking to Father and singing the song “God will make a way”.
(Ha ha,although I know this is a mock, at that point in time I was really desperate. Yes, failing this mock it’s ok, but in actual fact who likes to FAIL !!!)

I was at the library doing my last minute revision; I really don’t know what to study, so I just merely browse through all my notes. During the last half hour to 15 min or so before the exams, I actually wanted to try my luck and memorized one of the popular topics. (at least better than none right?) I said a quick prayer; “God help me !!!”

The moment when I wanted flip to the end topics, which I felt had a higher chance would come out, I felt prompted by God to study the first 2 topics instead. At that point in time I really did doubt that it will come out. Yet anyway since I know I was going to fail anyway, I just went on ahead and study the 2 topics prompted. I memorized one section of it, and that was my last 15 minute before exam. While walking towards the exam hall, I kept memorizing the section, not knowing whether it will come out or not.

Once the examiner announced to start writing, as I open my script, I immediately spotted the question I just memorized. Straight away I giggled, telling Father; “God you are good !!!”
I quickly took up my pencil and scribble my notes before I forgot. To me it must be God, how can such coincidence happen so easily? What I memorized last minute came out? (The one which I thought would come out never came out.)
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This is not what I really wanted to thank God for. After the exams I know I will still fail. But it does bring me to another level of trusting God. Many of you know that I do have my own doubts in trusting God for many issues in my life. Yes though I must admit that God has given me lots of confirmation, yet I just can’t help doubting God. I just cannot see how situations in my life will be brought to past, by just simply trusting Him. That’s something which I am learning now.

Through this small act of God, it really prompted me the reality of trusting God. One of my many prayers in life has always been; “Father I do believe, help me in my unbelief”. I have also asked God to give me tangible situations, to help me to trust Him. And it was during this mock exam, where I am only left with 15 min, I GOT NO CHOICE BUT TO TRUST HIM !!! (a bit ‘kan chiong’ already what.)

That’s what I did. God granted me sort of a ‘perfect’ situation to trust Him.
(I hope you get what I meant?)
Father, please continue to help me put my trust in You.

From: Michael Kee
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To the world you might be one person
but to one person you are the world
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